I don’t know what to write. My fingers want to move, but my brain just stopped giving them the signal. It’s all blank. Just an empty space. No words. I don’t know if I’m in darkness or a light so bright that I can’t see. I try to form words, but I can’t. They just won’t come. I can’t put a name to it. It’s all too much and at the same time nothing at all. Empty and full. Like going at 120km/h in the car but you look at the window and it seems you are going so so slow…. I’m suspended, frozen. Time goes by, but I’m stucked. All come crashing down like a broken brick wall. I’m on the verge, looking at the line on the floor. I don’t want to cross it. I won’t cross it. I’m safe on this side, not over my limit. Just here, close, but safe. I know you will catch me if I fall. I trust you. I am yours.